Tuesday, November 11, 2008

this greatness that i fear

everyone's telling me this great news in my ear! 'you were created for greatness!' is all i hear im not sure if i should believe it ,and im not so sure if i should live it.you see this future, is not For sure!it is just so big, what it entails seems like content from the super league! im so overwhelmed by who i can be, that greatness in me i just don't see. people keep wondering why i wallow in my situation, why i stay yet down it is so wrong. its not because i cant walk its because i cannot even begin to fathom the greatness in this talk.
i want to be great but im too scared to take a risk!trust me i wanna change but there some things that i hold on to coz they practically define me. i wanna be a better man but it takes to much, that id rather remain a bitter man!i wanna be free but the price of freedom looks more than the price of imprisonment!im so scared of the greatness that lies within me because i have to be broken for it to be set free. so every time i take 2 steps forward, i take 5 steps back, so i can be close to the place that i feel safe. im not happy but at least i know i here i dont have to be brave.
one day i shall be ready to fight, ready to do, what is right! but for now lemme stick to the same old, im still shy not yet bold! one day ill master enough courage to say enough is enough and actually be tough but till then ima stick to the sorry old rough.
dont judge me if u dont know what i mean, there is a lot that doesnt meet your eye, alot that goes unseen. be patient with me, there are battles i am fighting deep within,a truckload of mess that i dont want you in.when i gather the courage to face who i can be in the eye,i will take off and fly. soar to the heights i was meant to reach, reach my so called GREATNESS.

1 comment:

TRUTH said...

you have to accept the greatness instilled in you and take a step towards achieving it.....the one who gave you the greatness will also show you how to go about it so don't get scared